Love-Hate Relationship

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now there's a steel knife

In my windpipe

I can't breathe

But I still fight

While I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right

It's like I'm in flight

High of a love

Drunk from the hate

It's like I'm huffing paint

And I love it the more that I suffer

I sufficate

And right before im about to drown

She resuscitates me

She fucking hates me

And I love it

Wait

Where you going

I'm leaving you

No you ain't

Come back

We're running right back

Here we go again

It's so insane

Cause when it's going good

It's going great

I'm Superman

With the wind in his bag

She's Lois Lane

But when it's bad

It's awful

I feel so ashamed

I snap

Who's that dude

I don't even know his name

I laid hands on her

I'll never stoop so low again

I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much

You can barely breathe

When you're with them

You meet

And neither one of you

Even know what hit 'em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah them chills

Used to get 'em

Now you're getting fucking sick

Of looking at 'em

You swore you've never hit 'em

Never do nothing to hurt 'em

Now you're in each other's face

Spewing venom

And these words

When you spit 'em

You push

Pull each other's hair

Scratch, claw, bit 'em

Throw 'em down

 Pin 'em

So lost in the moments

When you're in 'em

It's the rage that took over

It controls you both

So they say it's best

To go your separate ways

Guess that they don't know ya

Cause today

That was yesterday

Yesterday is over

It's a different day

Sound like broken records

Playin' over

But you promised her

Next time you'll show restraint

You don't get another chance

Life is no Nintendo game

But you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave

Out the window

Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things

Did things

That we didn't mean

And we fall back

Into the same patterns

Same routine

But your temper's just as bad

As mine is

You're the same as me

But when it comes to love

You're just as blinded

Baby please come back

It wasn't you

Baby it was me

Maybe our relationship

Isn't as crazy as it seems

Maybe that's what happens

When a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is

I love you too much

To walk away though

Come inside

Pick up your bags off the sidewalk

Don't you hear sincerity

In my voice when I talk

Told you this is my fault

Look me in the eyeball

Next time I'm pissed

I'll aim my fist

At the dry wall

Next time

There will be no next time

I apologize

Even though I know it's lies

I'm tired of the games

I just want her back

I know I'm a liar

If she ever tries to fucking leave again

I'mma tie her to the bed

And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

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Have you ever love someone so much that you also hate them at the same time?well,it hurt isn't it..The way you feel for that particular person is different from other people you've met.You want to get away but deep down you know...you can't live without them coz that they are reason you feel so alive at the first time in your whole live..So,you try to keep all the hate and replace it with love...Sometimes,it hurt..sometime is feel good...but it doesn't mean you don't love them..It means that your heart is strong enough to feel two opposite feeling at the same time..You pretend it doesn't hurt but it does..But you love this person so much that you can let them go..Why??The question is still there..Life could be crazy..You cry..and smile,all because of this person..Like they are the source of ur happiness..and sadness.it just need time to revealed the answers..

The worst feeling in the world..

Sometimes all i could do is silent because there is no word to say what i really feel..Feel so insure..feel like there is nothing i could do.Have u ever hate someone that intend to make them feel what you really feel?I have gone through so many unfortunate event in my whole life..but get tired of being a good girl..So,what did i do?I stop being hypocrite..stop of being nice little girl that easy to be playing around..I start being myself..being strong to do whatever that my heart desire..I always tell myself not to cry when things get tough but i'm just a human..I feel sad..i feel happy and i feel everything that human could feel.But what kill me the most is being hate for the thing i did not do..Not all people understands me..God!!i wish they could!!!Don't be so insecure,it's kill..you'll just get a pimples from thinking of a way to ruin me.I’ve learnt to accept that I’m not a likable person. I’m not a people person. I don’t talk much. Silence is not golden, it is awkward for most. I keep to myself. People think I’m really mean. I’m not. I’m just really honest and blunt. People don’t like to argue all the time or hear that they’re wrong. Everyone always says I look pissed all the time. Or that I look like I’m a ten year old with scary eyes. That I’m pretty or cute but my personality ruins everything for relationships or even some friendships. Why do people tell me these things? Do they hope I’ll change? Or that I’ll improve so that when I meet other new people, I won’t turn them away? No. I’ve learned that I like being myself. Even if other people have problems with me and it may leave me to be alone, I’d rather be me than another fake bitch. The world already has too many of those. I’m not just another face in the crowd.

“Let me help you to shut the fuck up.”

What if Mr. Bean did stupid things at the Royal Wedding?

theblackship:

Arrived at the venue like this.

Looking like this at the guests.

Did this while walking at the aisle

Suddenly stood up and danced like this.

While the people are singing, he’s like this.

Ate at the reception like this.

 

3 things I need in my life:

superglenntot:

• SUN for the day

• MOON for the night

• and YOU for the rest of my life.. :”>

 

This is how ______ people brush their teeth...

sunieriksonn:

RICH:

POOR: 

IDIOT: 

 

I wonder what I look like from a guy’s perspective...

leilockheart:

Like when I laugh, I probably think that I look so cute:

 
Or like this:
 
But to him, I look like this:
 
Or when I’m admiring him from afar:
 
Out of the corner of his eye, he will see this:
 
So I’ll be like this:
 
But even if I’m waving hi to him: 
 
I will always look like this:
 

 

What Facebook and Tumblr looks like to me..

phaibooty:

Facebook:

MEANWHILE ON TUMBLR:

LOGGING IN:

FUNNY POSTS ON YOUR DASH:

DELICIOUS FOOD ON YOUR DASH:

SEXY PEOPLE ON YOUR DASH:

TALKING TO YOUR FAVOURITE BLOGGERS:

HATERS IN YOUR ASK:

FOLLOWERS PWN YOUR HATERS:

IDIOT FACEBOOK USERS:

ERRORS:

LOSE A FOLLOWER:

GAIN A FOLLOWER:

FAVOURITE BLOG FOLLOWS BACK: 

START GETTING TIRED:

STAY ONLINE ANYWAY:

ULTIMATELY.

TUMBLR = NEVER BORED.

 

Have you ever??

Have you ever just wanted to scream? Because no one is listening to you. Have you ever just wanted to run away? Because no one understands. Have you ever wanted to hurt yourself? Because no one cares. Have you ever wished something bad would happen to you? Because you want sympathy. Have you ever wished someone would ask you 'what's wrong'? Because you need to vent. Have you ever just wanted to lock yourself in your room? Because you need to get away from life. Have you ever just wanted to text that boy that broke your heart? Because you know the old him could make you smile in a heart beat just by replying to your text. Have you ever cried and ran to the mirror to make sure it looked like you didn't? Because your family just wouldn't understand. It's okay. Me too

Move ON

 

Sometimes it hard to forgive and forget all the mistakes that other people do to you.Even me,i take a very3 long time to forgive and forget..It not that i cannot,i just.... i'm dont let myself to forget others. Often, we try to blame others for all the hurt but what we don't realize is the demon is inside us..inside our head.(whether we realize it or not). If we choose to forgive then forget..you will forgive n forget.But are just human,human intend to have pain in there life to make they alive..(i hope u understand..:P)Anyhooo....it may take time but if you let yourself to take over all the anger and turn it into something positive..you will be more happy than anything you could've imagine...k,R&O (Roger n Out)

Girl Language..

·         When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.

·         When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.

·         When I ignore you, give me your attention.

·         When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.

·         When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.

·         When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.

·         If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.

·         When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

Friend that always there..^^

"Friends in need is a friend indeed"

Kadang2 kita tak sangka orang yang kita jumpa di sesuatu tempat itu bisa menjadi sahabat suka dan duka kita.Aku banyak kawan sejak masuk di UUM. Mereka la yang jadi geng2 meluahkan perasaan,geng2 enjoy..tempat aku menangis dan ketawa. Kali ni,aku nak post sedikit tentang orang-orang yang aku kagumi,orang2 yang memberi sukacita just being as my friend..hehehe

Ni nama Jeanifer.Orang nya suka enjoy tapi kalo buat kerja penuh fokus dan kepimpinan.Dia la yang buat aku suka berkawan...gila2 mcm dia..tanpa dia..aku mungkin masih terperuk dalam dunia ku sendiri..Aku kenal dia dari first sem lagi coz dia jiran aku time tu..haha..Selalu share cerita dengan dia n selalu g jalan2 n karaoke dgn dia.Tpi apa yang aku pelajari ialah...enjoy life while you still can.Pernah dia tanya aku,"why u still wif me eventhough semua org yng pernah rapat dgn ku,semuanya meninggalkan aku sendirian?".Jujurlah,aku cakap..xda reason nak tinggal ko...memang xpernah terpikir pun.even org yg bercinta pun pernah clash apa lagi persahabatan...tapi aku tetap xambil kesa hal2 yang blh membuatkan persahabatan itu tercalar.Paling aku suka pasal dia...time2 serius pun dia blh lagi buat lawak spontan..kadang2 sakit perut dgr lawak dia tu..kalo dia masuk raja lawak..boleh menang ooo..hahah..emmm kalo karaoke,kalah kami2 yang suara yg mcm katak ni..haha...

 

Ni bilin,merangkap rumate ku....dia pun kalo masuk raja lawak..boleh menang la..bt lawak spontan ja..Dalam diam ku mengagumi rumate..Dia jenis yang emmm...blurr n don care what the hell people think about her..Itu yang aku suka pasal dia.. Dia jenis yang ikut jalan dia sendiri..(alangkah bgsnya aku pun begitu..hehehe) Walaupun,suka fashion2...cat kuku...tapi terrerrr masak ni..jgn men2...hehehe...kalah c agnes...hehe..ada ciri2 suri rumahtangga yang rock ni..Minat korea dan lelaki ensem..hehehe..Aku memang kagum dgn dia..(diam2 ja arr hehehe)

dari kiri, Romi,Nelly,and Acheles.

 

 Ok..ni geng2 yang sama melayani d church..,hehehe tidak ba...dorng geng2 time d KML.walaupun di KML,xrapat sangat tapi stat d UUM ni yang mula sling kenal mengenali.Paling best mcm adik beradik sudah drng ni..Masing2 ada kelebihan drg..Romi plak dari secondary skool lg kenal...Nelly plak time ikut lawatan pg tuaran time d KML dulu,kenal ma dia..ACy plak...time di UUM ni kenal..Mula2 pikir drg sumbung..tapi da lama2 kenal,akhirnya,durang lebih kurang tolak tambah bahagi dan darab sama gila2...hehehe...

Ni serumate bilik 411 blok E..hahaha..satu org sot2 (Biey) n satu plak gaya mummy (Agnes)..tapi aku syg dua2 nya..hehehe..C biey plak time first2 dulu,sa pikir sumbung ni..tapi lepas kenal...lebih sot dari biasa..haha..aku miss my sis kalo sa tinguk dia..sebab senang kena buli mcm kakak aku jg..sot pun sama jg..sebab 2 aku layan dia mcm aku layan kakak aku..huhuhuhu...C agnes plak memang sporting ni..suka juga buli2 dia...tapi buli2 syg arr..hehe..pandai masak..apapun kami semua share mcm family...Itulah indahnya pershabatan kami di UUM ni..hehe

Friendship that accept each other opinion,and differences and forget all the mistake is more precious than anything in this world.Just love each other..

The one that i love (part 2)

Ini lelaki la yang merubah segala nya pasal diri ku.Dari bad girl (suka men2,playgirl,minum) to good girl(well,xla good sangat)cuma dia made me a better girl. He the one who show me how to appreciate love..teach me to trust(still trying though!!).

Mostly,he is the one who i love the most.Dulu bukan aku suka dia pun tu..benci adala..coz dia nampak berlagak...prasan ensem...sumbung...Tiap kali tengok muka dia pun rasa menyampah...kan dulu aku jahat.Tp itula,org ckap,jgn men dgn api..nanti membakar diri..Dari benci itula..bertukar jadi sayang yang teramat sangat...Jadi,aku rasa bertuah sangat jumpa ni budak...hehe..sebab dia la sakit..dia la..kegembiraan ku..Macam cerita Sinetron Indonesia ba kisah cinta kami ni...panjang btul episodnya..mcm2 jadi..masing2 keras kepala.Kalo nak dikaitkan dgn lagu..Lagu paling sesuai ialah lagu eminem ft rihanna "Love the Way U Lie"~ coz masing2 still need lagi even itu org kdg2 menyakitkan hati..tapi kalo tanpa dia,aku rasa mau mati pun ada..

Kalo dia merajuk...cumil betul..rasa mok cubit tu pipi..tapi kalo nak pujuk kena mandi bunga dulu..degil betul...hahaha..tapi it ok..aku tetap sayang juga even tak bgtau depan2..kalo dia cemburu,emmm..lagila..kalah gunung merapi tu..meletup!! Tapi aku buat dek je sambil pujuk coz aku tau aku xbuat salah.Ape2 pun,akan diceritakan dengan lebih lanjut in next post.(to be continued).Now,aku cuma nak bgtau ni la org yang bertahta dihati ku..Dia yang banyak bagi peluang untuk aku berubah untuk jd seseorang yang betul2 berguna..kerana dia la,aku tinggalkan perangai lama.He is my one and only one..<3 Love ya..Mr R

The one that i love.

Sebenarnya,banyak aku mau cerita but..firstly nak introduce dulu with the one who give inspiration to get to where i am now..
Firstly,i want to introduce my mom.

My supermom.She give me strength that nothing is impossible. Being a single mom could be difficult and she doing a great job in making sure that me and my sis get a good studies and never feel lack of anything.That why,i love her.She have outdone herself just to see me and my sis succeed.<3 <3

Next is my Lovely sister.

walaupun dia kadang2 sot...tapi rindu plak kalo xdapat buli dia..baik ba dia...hahaha...kdg2 dia ok...tapi kalo da mengamuk,mengalahkan naga betina..buruk perangai..hehe tapi kakak tetap kakak kan..I love her even though dia keras kepala betul..Dia pandai buat muka munyet...hahaha..miss her so much.Ramai yang puji dia cantik n lebih muda dari aku..even aku yang anak bongsu..adehh..terpaksa mematangkan diri sebab dia lebih nampak xmatang dari diri ku..

 Dorang2 la yang menyinari hidupku...yang menjadikan aku who i am today.Mungkin kita kadang2 terlepas pandang family sendiri dan lebih memilih rakan2 atau kekasih..tapi when you have family yang unik mcm aku...i bet u will appreciate the family u have today..It not easy to live without father but we have made it..we live with gurlzz power...survive ol the heartache and that what made me more proud of my own family. P/s :appreciate what you have today coz u never know tomorrow will brings..:)